Sorry all, I'm not posting regularly.. But now I had a spare time between my study time and I had some announcement to made..

First of all, I gonna go back home for the next 2 weeks.. (Yeii..). Actually I love to live here (except my homestay) and I want to stay here longer (if I'm not homesick).

Second of all, I had a problem with my homestay parent which is sucks.. It's just a lil' accident and now she still mad and also don't want to talk with me and my friend. Okay, I hate it.. I can't take this any longer.. I'm just wanna go through my final exam and finally packed my things up and go home.. I really miss my home, my bedroom, my mom and my rabbit.. I miss how they treat me and be there when I need them.. A place that you can call home and a place that you want to go when you're in trouble or tired. In conclusion, I'm homesick.. 

My thought still wandering and some crazy ideas are popping.. This is the craziest idea, telling my mum to go here and stay for a week during my final exam and then go home with me.. Haha but it's kinda impossible.. We only talked via skype if I'm not busy and via phone.. But the connection was bad.. :( 

The last thing, is my final exam, I'm scared with my exam remembering that my score were almost didn't pass the standart.. I have to work very hard from now on.. But the temptation of this situation is makes me wanna give up and just go home. But troughfully, my half mind telling me that if I didn't pass my exam and wanna run from all this problems means that all my hard work and patient for the last 6 months were just a waste.. Now, I'm broke.. I'm spending my time praying and crying.. Talk to my mom for hours and sleeping to avoid my problems.. 

I know that I'm blabering about my problems here, hope you don't mind. I tried to be strong for the next two weeks.. I promise I will post about many interesting things in Australia once I got home to Indonesia and I'll be sure to tell you my exam result (if it is good) haha.. Thanks for readings.. Enjoy :D